9-God is Light, Self is Darkness
Along the line, the lost truth is of that one evil thing called self. We're born rebels, so it's so easy to
accept it and encourage it. A lot of our pride and arrogancy we believe to be something of the Spirit of
God. I've found so much of it in myself. I pray we let God encourage us. He doesn't want us to despair
because we aren't nearly as much like Him as we think we are. The devil is a liar, but he needs
someone to lie through. He was a murderer but needed Cain to express that.
1 Joh 1:5 This then is the message which we have heard of him and declare unto you that
God is light and Him is no darkness at all.
God is light and in Him is no darkness at all. The first dawning of this spirit of love in our hearts which
is the fruit of the Spirit of God in the human darkness is the evidence that we've not come into the
fullness of the Spirit. The uneasiness that comes in the heart tells us we haven't in our present state
come into the fullness of what God wants. The uneasiness is the results of this fruit of love in our heart
for that we could never love before. We never could love our enemies or pray for them. The uneasiness
comes because the love born in you is making its demand on your life to be the only light of your life.
Self gets nervous when something begins to deal with it in its totality. We'll sacrifice too, if you let us
make our own decision. Don't let the Holy Ghost tell me about that, I'll make my own decision. I'll go
anywhere in the world I feel like going, but don't press anything on me. But that uneasiness is its
demand to be the one light and power of your life and to have all that is of you overcome and governed
by that light and that love. That is the uneasiness. When this Holy Ghost first moves within us, the one
great point on which all of our growth depends, is all we are in our fallen state, we must let Him deal
with. He must be allowed by us to deal with everything that is not of Himself. He didn't come to share